Wednesday, January 18, 2012

At the gym

So, I'm currently on a treadmill at 24 Hour Fitness and I'm writing this post.  I am starting to come down with something so, today, I am taking it easy.  Plus the mayor is coming to my work at 3 and I would rather not be too sweaty when I return. 

Anywya, I am doing this to keep my mind occupied.  I am super stressed and I feel like a weight is holding me down.  I want to scream and breakdown.  I want to fall asleep.  I want to cry.  I feel so out of control, like nothing I do can move or shake this burden.

It is nearly every aspect of my life, too.  And I feel hopeless.  It seems as if I take one step forward and two steps back.  There are so many directions I want to go and no idea which path to take.  Such is life.  This is how it will always be. 

Well life goes on in the Hooper household.  We will celebrate my husbands 31st birthday this week.  My son is doing well in school.  My daughter is the crazy little daredevil she always is. 

Sorry for my rant.  My workout is almost over which means I must depart. 

Until next time...

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